I never made it to the spot I wanted to meditate at. We were just too busy on the two days I would have had a chance. It's too far to walk with my knees the way they are recently, so I needed the car, and I don't have the car most of the time. Oh well...I can certainly try again next week. I think part of it is that I don't want to get too attached to the Spirits of this area, since in 5 months we are leaving.
Right now, I am trying to get back to a schedule. I have missed a couple of weeks of going to the library to study. I still haven't finished A Brief History of the Druids. I haven't done much with my shrine and altar, haven't been doing my divination work, etc. I have let stuff slide yet again. I despise being depressed. Some days it takes all of my energy just to get up and do a small handful of things around here...some days, I can't even do that, and my kids and hubby take up the slack. Anyway...
Today I am going to start small. I will walk to the library, sit and catch up on the various home work that I have neglected, or at least make a dent in it, haha! I will draw a card from my Oracle deck and study the meaning. I will sit and breath. I can do this, and I will...
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